February 2012
38 posts
WatchCan’t believe she’s gone, I Can’t believe she’s gone, I Can’t believe she’s gone away Darkness was my future, Hopeless were the patterns, Callous was my heart, so it seems Oh, I should sing a little bit faster, I’m to blame for this disaster, I’m repairing my heart for you, Oh and I should breathe a little bit softer, Oxygen reminds me I...
finally.
you’re like the first breath after a coma. i haven’t done this in forever. i need to start forgetting about the past, and start living in the now. i’ve learned that from you. all of you. not just you.
in the last couple of weeks i have managed to let go of more of you than in the last 3 years combined. you can’t get rid of the past without a present.
and i had none,...
I miss her.
Cheryl: I haven't been on Facebook for a couple of days.
me: why? did you give it up for lent?
Cheryl: no, but ask me what I gave up for lent.
me: what did you give up for lent?
Cheryl: Jesus.
this relationship is going exactly where I want it...
(talking)
michael: i'll just walk you to class..
me: ok.
(keep on talking. get to class)
michael: (looks at watch) i'll be a good significant other and wait for your class to start.
“smoking makes the neurotransmitter reach the receptor faster. so smoking makes...”
– Dr. Chu
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“There is no heart you can have that another heart will not have a problem with.”
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“could’ve been a princess, you’d be a king. could have had a castle, and wore a...”
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a heart was meant to beat. and air was meant to be breathed, close to your ear. and your skin was meant to remember what mine felt like. and some songs were meant to play on repeat. and the sun was meant to come down. and we were meant to ignore it when it woke up. and days were meant to pass. and nights were meant to follow. and your eyes were meant to cry out whatever pain was left.
and i...
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“I love it when you talk nerdy.”
– Erin McDaniel (sentences people say to me)
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February 4, 2012
fried oreos are pretty amazing.
you may not fill the hole, but i’m hoping someone else does.
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February 3, 2012
i fear for future me.
i’m not good at choosing. there are too many options.
i stared at cereals longer than i’ve stared at most people.
i’m terrified of choosing wrong, so it’s easier to not choose at all.
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February 2, 2011
-After all this time? -Always.
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February 1, 2012.
Sometimes all i want is someone who’ll listen back.
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January 31, 2012.
annie are you ok? that will never get old.
i reread the moleskin today. you make me smile, child.
i want to learn how to play the cello.
i love taking care of you, don’t ever be embarrassed to accept.
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January 30, 2012
laughter. that’s what i get out of micro. laughter.
i shouldn’t enjoy it as much as i do, but i do. thanks to you.
our microscope never works.
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I had already fallen in love with too many postage stamps, when you appeared on my doorstep wearing nothing but a post stamp promise.
no, appeared is the wrong word. is there a word for sucker punching someone in the heart? is there a word for when you’re sitting at the bottom of the roller coaster and you realize the climb is coming, that you know what the climb means, that you can...
“I wrote you too many love poems in a language I did not yet know how to speak.”
– “Maybe I need you” - Andrea Gibson (via thedarkcaustic)
today, my skin color was brought up at work.
me: she's making me go do a green sweep, and it's like two degrees out.
zack: that's ridiculous.
me: i know! do you think that she's just being racist and is assuming that due to my darker skin i can handle the cold better?
zack: HAHAHA...
(an hour later)
zack: oh my god, it's freezing. she should have made you register, your dark skin would have handled it better.
me: it's only ok when i say it.
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“‘What will happen to us?’ I asked. ‘There will always be...”
– Patti Smith
“Teach me how not to flinch when I throw my heart in your face.”
– Buddy Wakefield
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January 2012
61 posts
I said to the sun, “tell me about the big bang.”...
xbriex:
-Andrea Gibson
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January 29, 2012
there’s these two girls they’re extremely hard to miss they’re the only two i know that have never been anything but themselves.
one is a pixie, and the other one is a hippie. separately they’re amazing, but together they’re outrageous.
one turned the other one into a verb today.
just stop walking into her gangster shrug.
and yes, if you...
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January 28, 2012
i love pictures. i think more than that, i love taking pictures with you.
i took 74 pictures today and only 24 came out.
i got sad for two minutes. but you both climb trees, you crawled through a hole, we laid in the middle of the street, we blew bubbles, we held hands, she grabbed his ass, a mom horse tried to kill you, i flew from telephone wire to telephone wire.
the...
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January 27, 2012
i hate touching my computer sometimes.
not because of what i see but because it gives her a job.
sometimes i just lay in bed and like to think about life.
you.
you’re probably not laying in bed. at least not your bed.
that’s all i thought about today.
i couldn’t touch my computer.
“I back off. He’s kissing you like you were free sushi. Please be decent.
There...”
– (via whale-bone)
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January 26, 2012.
i got advice from the last person i would have expected to get advice from.
i don’t really open up to people. it feels self promoting to do so. i hate talking about myself, and the people i do open up to get tired of it.
it’s hard talking about a subject that no one is interested on.
i read somewhere that one should become the person they wish excited.
...
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date a girl who reads
Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.
Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the...
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“Today you became a yesterday, when once you were a tomorrow.”
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January 25, 2012
i like people.
apparently there was a kid who was dying that needed o negative blood and there wasn’t enough.
they wrote about it on the newspaper and the next day the line of o negative people willing to donate blood was outside the building.
today i found that note in the restroom.
although, i understand the placement, the only thing that i could think was,...
